Every time I start to become confident in my beliefs as an atheist a Christian comes and puts thoughts into my head (well-thought out responses to every imaginable question you would have for them as if they know everything) and I start questioning myself again. It's like they always make sure I remember that I can't be 100% sure of myself but they think they are. I always know that there's no 100% evidence proving or disproving so it's like they can always draw me back into questioning! Erh :\
No amount of research seems enough because it's like I can't disprove or prove a God so I'm always saying to myself, "Well, I don't know everything and there could still be a possibility that I'm wrong."
After awhile it's like I want to just succumb to them because it's like exhausting from constantly debating with them and inside my head. At the same time, I don't want to just believe "just in case" because if there is a God I don't think he'd appreciate believing just to save your ass.
No amount of research seems enough because it's like I can't disprove or prove a God so I'm always saying to myself, "Well, I don't know everything and there could still be a possibility that I'm wrong."
After awhile it's like I want to just succumb to them because it's like exhausting from constantly debating with them and inside my head. At the same time, I don't want to just believe "just in case" because if there is a God I don't think he'd appreciate believing just to save your ass.