oblivious_dame
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...it really brains ? Ok as weird as it sounds. . All my life id been a brilliant student but i never ever ever put in any effort into my studies. . Id just study the night before exams when all my friends would be slogging all the year through, then id be the one topping and them always lagging behind. . Ok fine till high school. . I even second topped my state at that. . Great. . Then somehow i got into medical school after appearing for state entrance exam. . I dont know how i got into the merit list. . Other fellows took intensive coaching for the same, i went there, just guessed some answers and here i am. . First year into medical college sucked. . I used to be depressed half the time. . And the lazy ass that i was, i never did study. . Everyone was certain i would flunk. . I wouldnt even attend lectures. . But i somehow passes, didnt do well but i was in the top half. . My rank was 24th in a class of 100, so ok. . I was known as an average student here. . And then 2nd year came. . Out of the four subjects we had, people found forensic medicine the toughest, yeah id listen in class, never study . . But i used to freaking top all the tests and in the university exams, i stood fourth, topped forensic and secured honours marks in pathology. . I had studies just 3 or 4 days before each exam and my frens would be studying all the year round. . I used to go out with my guy all the time, watch movies, freak. . Am particularly not interested in medical line. . Am thinkin of changing my stream after graduating. . some people say i have a lot of potential and can kick everyones ass if i do study. . But am just not interested in studying esp these medical books dont interest me at all. , at all. . But why d hell do i do well. . I feel like a complete fakester and a complete poser, standin with those well read frens of mine n receivin awards wich i am not even deservin of. . i dont even know half as much as them and here i am. . People thinkin i am brilliant. . Bah. . Wat more dumb luck can i have ? Am amazed.