So i'm in a relationship with physical violence.. I know I should get help but please ignore saying that to me. I just need to know if it's odd that I actually like it. I have left him before but I just start to crave it all over again. Plus he always pushes back into my life. Anyways I like when he punches me and hits me, for some reason I almost get turned on?.. He loves me and I love him but is this normal or what? HELP!!