ok, so ive tried calling the suicide hotline, but i cant verbally talk about it, if you can understand that. ive tried sites like TWLOHA, but i couldnt find anything like chats. So basically, does anyone know about any email / instant messaging organizations (or even people at this point...) who help with depression? ive tried killing myself with pills, i cut almost daily, so i basically do it all. if anyone can direct me towards help id be greatful