Hi everyone: :wave:
I have not posted in a VERY long time. This thread brings me "back". I had a micro-d/hemi-lami at L-5/S-1 on 12/10/04. The surgery was a huge success and I did very well. I've been on Topomax due to migraines as well and due to the side effect of weight loss I've now lost nearly 90 lbs. Under the supervision of my Physical Therapist and the Physical Trainer at the local YMCA, I began a workout program using their Nautilus Equipment. I was feeling better than I had in many, MANY years! :bouncing: I was doing EXTREMELY well, and only had some minor residual problems such as nurabness in the last two toes on both feet, but the pain was totally gone. The nerve had been severly crushed from late July to Deceraber and my condition rapidly deteriorated until the point that I could hardly walk. I was in a wheel chair much of the time, and in constant deep pain 24/7. I could not sleep or eat, and even with all of the medication I was taking, it just wasn't touching the pain. I woke up from surgery, and only had surgical pain. It was a great blessing. My NS is one of the best around here.
Having said all of that, I am now back to square one. I live on the Mississippi Gulf Coast and Hurricane Katrina hit our area on 8/29, as I'm sure you are well aware. Due to the nature of my husband's job, he was working from dawn to dusk, and the damage to our home, and yard had not even been touched as late as 10/1. It was very frustrating, and terribly depressing and I wanted to at least attempt to get the yard worked on. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. Long story short, I re-herniated the same disc by raking. I recently had another ESI, (I had one last year right before my surgery), and that really has not helped. I have an appointment with a pain management specialist to see if perhaps there are some other avenues to explore or perhaps some other medications. I'm in a lot of pain, and again not sleeping. I teach college, and my adjunct instructor lost her home, and moved away from the area, so I had to pick up an additional night course...which made three night classes in a row, in addition to my day classes. So I'm working a 50 hour week, and feeling crappy! The NS wants to see if the PS can help get me through the Spring Semester, and then wants to do a fusion when I get out of school in May...I'm not wanting to do that. I'm very angry at myself for doing this to myself when all was going so well. I'm hurting again, though it is a little bit different type of pain, and not AS severe as it was at this time last year. For now, I still can walk without a dropfoot! Last year I walked like a stroke victim. I'm back to being a walking pharmacy and that's depressing, but without the meRAB I can't function. Perhaps my biggest frustration is learning how to manage my fatigue. I can GO to sleep thanks to things like Flexeril, and Lunesta, and Elavil, but I can't STAYasleep! My body wakes me up out of a dead sleep with SCREAMING muscle spasms :blob_fire and I'm lucky if I get three hours of sleep. I can't lay down any longer than that. Hopefully, tomorrow I will find some answers. I will let you know. It's good to still see some familiar faces...Lfoster, QuietCook, Mel1977, I remeraber you all! QuietCook, I'll keep you and your mother in my prayers.
Hope you do the same for me! I'm going to copy this into another post..."remeraber me" to let folks know I'm back! Take care all...
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