No matter how hard i try
i always get caught
in the same situations even though
through my mistakes i have been taught
Im always stuck in the mud
writing her name in the groud
thinking someday she might be mine
but then she is never around
I just want to be hers
and her to be mine
instead im alone
all of the time
i try so hard not to be put there
but somehow i find a way
then i sit thinking about it
every hour of every day
then when she ignores me
i feel really dumb
for thinking that it might happen
then my body just goes numb
i hate how i do this to myself
yet i cant ever stop it
i just want to be with her
even if its only for a bit
this position is the worst to be in
having feelings for the one who doesnt return
then when you finally realize it
you just want it to burn
when you share to her how you feel
and she rejects your "love"
you act like you want it all to fall apart
but you still think shes as gorgeous as a dove
you act like youre not affected
by this so called rejection
and you say you dont care
but your heart has an objection
it tears you apart
and you fail to realize
that you still want to be with her
yet you still proclaim these lies
i really hate this spot
from where i now stand
i feel like im falling
hoping that soon ill land
the rejection hurts
the pain is unbearable
you cant get over it
and then you begin to feel terrible
love is a disease for many
and its a cure for few
but all i cant think about
is being with you
now here i am
stuck in the mud
and all i am to you
is just a bud
and i want to be more
but you still wont let me
and if we were all alone
you still wouldnt see
how much i truly care about you
maybe i just express myself wrong
i dont know what to do
but its really been you all along
for a while i have been searching
for the one that i can care for
and when i found you
it opened a whole new door
and inside the room
i found how i feel
and i really care about you
and my feelings feel so real
i cant stop thinking about you
every day and every night
and when i think of what could happen
it just seems to be right
and now i leave you
to ponder these lines
and imagine to yourself
this so called "love" of all kinds
i always get caught
in the same situations even though
through my mistakes i have been taught
Im always stuck in the mud
writing her name in the groud
thinking someday she might be mine
but then she is never around
I just want to be hers
and her to be mine
instead im alone
all of the time
i try so hard not to be put there
but somehow i find a way
then i sit thinking about it
every hour of every day
then when she ignores me
i feel really dumb
for thinking that it might happen
then my body just goes numb
i hate how i do this to myself
yet i cant ever stop it
i just want to be with her
even if its only for a bit
this position is the worst to be in
having feelings for the one who doesnt return
then when you finally realize it
you just want it to burn
when you share to her how you feel
and she rejects your "love"
you act like you want it all to fall apart
but you still think shes as gorgeous as a dove
you act like youre not affected
by this so called rejection
and you say you dont care
but your heart has an objection
it tears you apart
and you fail to realize
that you still want to be with her
yet you still proclaim these lies
i really hate this spot
from where i now stand
i feel like im falling
hoping that soon ill land
the rejection hurts
the pain is unbearable
you cant get over it
and then you begin to feel terrible
love is a disease for many
and its a cure for few
but all i cant think about
is being with you
now here i am
stuck in the mud
and all i am to you
is just a bud
and i want to be more
but you still wont let me
and if we were all alone
you still wouldnt see
how much i truly care about you
maybe i just express myself wrong
i dont know what to do
but its really been you all along
for a while i have been searching
for the one that i can care for
and when i found you
it opened a whole new door
and inside the room
i found how i feel
and i really care about you
and my feelings feel so real
i cant stop thinking about you
every day and every night
and when i think of what could happen
it just seems to be right
and now i leave you
to ponder these lines
and imagine to yourself
this so called "love" of all kinds