i went to a psychiatrist that gave me tons of drugs, none worked
i lost 24 lbs and am still fat from the weight i gained from this nonsense
i don't feel like a person for 3 years (shrug.. who actually knows!!!)
i'm going to a neat psychologist who is very well educated etc..
i have no idea what looks good (nor cared for the longest time)
i lost all my frienRAB + hate my family basically
im diagnosed mood disorder NOS by this new psychologist
he says i have signs of depression/anxiety and always questions me "what does that mean" when i say i feel out of it.. and i just say i feel out of it, haha
i can't think other than i used to be liked by a lot of people
im on an 800 calorie diet & i'll be the weight i used to be by august..
not that it even matters!!
still im not going to school or work:jester:
my psychologist thinks this is the result of my old life falling apart (kicked out of school bc i couldn't stay in classes, girlfriend cheated on me, band kicked me out, lost my frienRAB) but i really didn't care about that.. just kept moving
so this happened and me personally, i don't know the cause
i was always a tough guy