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so about 4 years ago there was this lady at my job who could supposedly read palms and all the girls in our department was doing it and letting this lady read there palms and then i decided to do it and it was the biggest mistake i ever made because everything that lady said to me was negative and now 4 years later im still dealing with everything she told me except now i have anxiety and panic attacks. She told me that i was going to have 4 kids (i have 3) she told me i will never marry because i will be too worried about my children's feelings (not married) she told that there was a man who was madly in love with me and was not going to stop until he got me (i know who it is though i haven't heard from him, maybe he stopped) then she got down to the worse part and said i would die young of cancer but i will have a great career but because of what this lady has told me im afraid to go back to school even though i talk about going back and i want to go back im just afraid to. It sux so bad because i don't want to believe what she said but in the back of my head in a way im already kinda preparing myself for bad health news and im stopping my life to go back to school. Sometimes i cant sleep at nite and i catch panic attacks while im at work or anywhere when i think about not being married or dying and Young and leaving my kids behind. It really has affected me mentally in alot of different ways and i want to feel normal again and if i can take back that day i would have never let her read my palm. Now my family and friends all same the same thing to me that i cant let that control my life but i cant help it....Any suggestions besides going to someone else to read my palm because i will never do it even though i have thought about it.
Sorry so long but i would appreciate anyone who takes the time out to read it. thanx
Sorry so long but i would appreciate anyone who takes the time out to read it. thanx