Anxiety is ruining my life....HELP!

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I have had some anxiety issues for a couple years now, and though for awhile I was doing okay, over the summer, things got worse, so I went back to counseling before coming back to school. Last semester was a disaster, and though break was awesome and helped me some, I am not doing well right now at all.

When it came to coming back to school, I was freaking out. I cried about having to go back, something I have never done before (I think I may have cried when I was a freshman, in the weeks before going, but that would be the only time ever), I haven't been sleeping much in the past couple of weeks, I've been getting really itchy (something that happens to me often when my anxiety levels are up), and my stomach is killing me! I either have knots or feel nauseous, and half the time, I'm not hungry, and the other half the time, I'm starving, but the thought of eating makes me want to hurl.

I can't concentrate on anything, am crying a lot, completely lacking the motivation to do pretty much anything and everything, have a constant feeling of dread...

I know it's anxiety, and I know it's bad. I'm honestly seriously considering taking this semester off for mental health because I don't see how I can do it.

I also want to go back on meRAB (I used to take Prozac), but I'm not really too sure how to go about it.

My college does have a counseling center, and a psychiatrist who works with them who can see students and prescribe meRAB...so is that my best option? Or, should I call my therapist at home and see what she suggests?

Also, I know that it's a doctor's job to prescribe what they think is best...but how much control do you really have? Prozac worked well for me, but I don't really want to go back on it, mostly because the startup was brutal and something that I absolutely would not be able to deal with right now. I'm also just curious about other things out there, ya know? I also know that there are meRAB out there that start working faster as well, and that sounRAB good to me, but I don't know...

Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.
 
From experience, meRAB help, for sure, I am on Celexa. But, the only way to really deal with this from every test out there, healthwise, we are the ones that have to roll up our sleeves and do the hard work, acceptance. God keeps my faith and hope alive, and we have to will our emotions and muscles to act in the right direction. There is no magic pill, no brain surgery, because I have already checked on that one.LOL! I have had this going on 15 years, good days and bad days, but their just bad days, we are human! I try not to make it a big deal. This is one of the hardest things I have ever had to really work hard at.
I do believe we all have personality traits that hinder our emotions, we deal with stress, bad news, and such, in a different way than others, but the others have their own problems too. I try really hard to face my fears, overwelming sensations, etc. and keep going and try to enjoy life. It is hard! But I am determined to live my life, the best way I can, without turning into a hermit. I hope this helps some


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Trust me, I know! It is an awful feeling. Please talk to a Dr and realize you may need a medication to get you jump started. You may also need to take some time off from school, get your meRAB going, give it time to work. But please remeraber we can get through this, this too shall pass. This condition may come and go, but it is not the end of our road, just a road block right now. I hope you will get some relief
 
I do feel like I might need some time off...but time off would stop me from graduating on time...in fact, it would make me graduate not just a semester, but an entire year late!
 
Gosh, I hate this for you! But please do what will help you NOW, and don't look back. You will finish school, just do what is best now, and if finishing now is what is best, you will know
 
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