Thank you anyone who reads this ..
We dated for four years, and he was my first 'real' love. People always thought we were the most adorable couple, he played guitar in a metal band and people call me a hippie. He was always so sweet to me, but I'll admit I put up with a LOT because I loved him. Good times and bad, it was the best time of my life.
Towards the end, he got more and more.. mean. He was mean to me, and he liked to push me till I snapped (not snapped as in angry, snapped as in sad) For about two months, going home in tears was a regular thing for me, and he put his band first and stopped supporting me in everything I did, and he'd go for weeks or so ignoring me completely except for the occasional jab at my character. He was treating me terribly because he knew I would stay with him anyway. I couldn't really handle it anymore.
I talked to him a few weeks ago and said we should just be friends, and he didn't want to, but I knew that if we continued to see each other, nothing would change. but now I'm confused as to what's going on with us. I've got other guys asking me out already, some of them could be very worthwhile, but I miss him. There's nobody else like him. He hasn't talked to me unless I talk to him first. I don't know what to do. We could probably get back together if I approached him, but I don't know if I want to put myself through that again. Should I just move on? I don't want to, I'm scared of losing all traces of what we had, I have trouble letting things go.
If anyone has any advice, words of wisdom, or a fitting song I could listen to (please no new music, I don't like punk rock or pop, I like classic rock, country, or anything really except the new stuff kids are listening to)
anyone who has anything to say, I'd appreciate it .. thanks
We dated for four years, and he was my first 'real' love. People always thought we were the most adorable couple, he played guitar in a metal band and people call me a hippie. He was always so sweet to me, but I'll admit I put up with a LOT because I loved him. Good times and bad, it was the best time of my life.
Towards the end, he got more and more.. mean. He was mean to me, and he liked to push me till I snapped (not snapped as in angry, snapped as in sad) For about two months, going home in tears was a regular thing for me, and he put his band first and stopped supporting me in everything I did, and he'd go for weeks or so ignoring me completely except for the occasional jab at my character. He was treating me terribly because he knew I would stay with him anyway. I couldn't really handle it anymore.
I talked to him a few weeks ago and said we should just be friends, and he didn't want to, but I knew that if we continued to see each other, nothing would change. but now I'm confused as to what's going on with us. I've got other guys asking me out already, some of them could be very worthwhile, but I miss him. There's nobody else like him. He hasn't talked to me unless I talk to him first. I don't know what to do. We could probably get back together if I approached him, but I don't know if I want to put myself through that again. Should I just move on? I don't want to, I'm scared of losing all traces of what we had, I have trouble letting things go.
If anyone has any advice, words of wisdom, or a fitting song I could listen to (please no new music, I don't like punk rock or pop, I like classic rock, country, or anything really except the new stuff kids are listening to)
anyone who has anything to say, I'd appreciate it .. thanks