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I called the cardiologist last Thursday to find out why he thought my heart rate might only be in the 60's when I'm having anxiety and then other times it's in the 100's. His nurse just got back to me today and said that he wants me to wear another 24 hour holter monitor eventhough I just wore one in April. I'm so frustrated!! I get so tired of always having tests done, yet I can't convince myself in my head to believe that I'm fine and just having normal annoyances of anxiety. I don't even feel like wearing it, but if I don't and something is wrong then I'll kick myself for not doing it. It's just another part of anxiety that could make you crazy. I'm 26 and I've had more tests done than an 86 year old. I'm sorry to vent, but I'm so tired of this viscious cycle and I have to get control of myself and this anxiety/ocd.