lampy knows i like him (his e-persona at least) so i'll say what i really think..
lamp, you are obviously suffering from too 'kool for skool', not literally although that is actually appropriate, but in all fields of life.. people who are overly obsessed with music are often like this.. they become early adopters of lifestyle and trends, sorry i know that sounds awful but that's all music is on the outside, and pass down scorn on others who like what they liked 3 months ago..
classic example, the white stripes.. everyone liked them 6 months before they even existed and when they became overground and on mtv2 they were scorned and the new fans were scorned..
then, this becomes the way you deal with everything..
"i used to drink that vodka years ago, losers.."
"i saw that movie at the premiere, and walked out"
"i was in detox when you were still in diapers"
then one day you get a nervous breakdown, and it all mellows down and you smell the flowers again.
there may be another way out of this but i don't know it.. :happysad:
anyway, breakdowns are great, you discover the answer to life and the big 'whys' get answered.. :thumbsup: