well...i woke up this morning and i just realized something, ive got a life threatening problem and i really need some help, but i don't know where to go? (im also an aussie)
well...this may not be anorexic, but it could be bulimic or just normal.
well atm im 5"2 & only 83pounds and a 14 year old girl, ive just woken up to my self and i realized im underweight, but i still feel really fat. i feel fat all the time, so i never feel hungry, so i pretend to eat breakfast (tell my parents i did, but just got out a bowl and spoon and filled it up with water and put it in the sink). then i would pretend to take food to school (i don't eat at the cafeteria) but i really ate nothing at school, i have lost lots of weight this year, but no one seems to notice at all. for dinner/tea i would say i wasn't hungry, and not eat at all, or i would only eat some of my food (less then half).
it cant have been healthy, because when i realize it, i often, when everyone was asleep, i would wake up so hungry, and eat tonnes of chips, and junk food, then i would feel really bad and either throw it up or, in go outside and skip rope for like an hour an a half. i skipped for over an hour everyday, and found it made me less hungry.
i remember that when i started off i just wanted to lose a pound, the 2 , then i set for getting to 85 pounds, and then i just keep going, i would go on the scales like 3 times a day, and freak out if i even gained any weight at all. i would refuse ice cream, from mum, chips from dad, and cookies from my bf.
i'm scared and i relise something is wrong, but what is wrong with me, i look in the mirror, and i see me as really fat, though, my bf tells me im really skinny, is this bad? please help me.
also lately i keep feeling really depressed....
if i have an eating disorder, do i have bulimia or anorexia?
well..i used to get called cow girl (as in fat as a cow) by my parents bestie), & my cousin used to say, she was small (thin & short), but i was just short, she said short means chubby.
and also i keep making myself throw up, and i wana stop but i keep doing it, same with starving.
also, this is embarissing, but i get tummy pains allot, and get sick allot, but i also get diahorrea allot, sometimes i get diahorrea, one day, then 2 days later i can't poo when i need to? is this bad? i used to get sick allot my whole life, but it has been worse since this year started (when i started getting teased)
well...this may not be anorexic, but it could be bulimic or just normal.
well atm im 5"2 & only 83pounds and a 14 year old girl, ive just woken up to my self and i realized im underweight, but i still feel really fat. i feel fat all the time, so i never feel hungry, so i pretend to eat breakfast (tell my parents i did, but just got out a bowl and spoon and filled it up with water and put it in the sink). then i would pretend to take food to school (i don't eat at the cafeteria) but i really ate nothing at school, i have lost lots of weight this year, but no one seems to notice at all. for dinner/tea i would say i wasn't hungry, and not eat at all, or i would only eat some of my food (less then half).
it cant have been healthy, because when i realize it, i often, when everyone was asleep, i would wake up so hungry, and eat tonnes of chips, and junk food, then i would feel really bad and either throw it up or, in go outside and skip rope for like an hour an a half. i skipped for over an hour everyday, and found it made me less hungry.
i remember that when i started off i just wanted to lose a pound, the 2 , then i set for getting to 85 pounds, and then i just keep going, i would go on the scales like 3 times a day, and freak out if i even gained any weight at all. i would refuse ice cream, from mum, chips from dad, and cookies from my bf.
i'm scared and i relise something is wrong, but what is wrong with me, i look in the mirror, and i see me as really fat, though, my bf tells me im really skinny, is this bad? please help me.
also lately i keep feeling really depressed....
if i have an eating disorder, do i have bulimia or anorexia?
well..i used to get called cow girl (as in fat as a cow) by my parents bestie), & my cousin used to say, she was small (thin & short), but i was just short, she said short means chubby.
and also i keep making myself throw up, and i wana stop but i keep doing it, same with starving.
also, this is embarissing, but i get tummy pains allot, and get sick allot, but i also get diahorrea allot, sometimes i get diahorrea, one day, then 2 days later i can't poo when i need to? is this bad? i used to get sick allot my whole life, but it has been worse since this year started (when i started getting teased)