When I was younger I had several intimate experiences with 4 boys my age. Since then I have had experiences exclusively with girls and prefer heterosexual sex by far. But every now and then, my past gay experiences pops in my head when I'm masturbating and I don't dismiss it but rather allow it to proceed. This doesn't stress me out, in fact, if it DOES make me gay it would contribute in making me a remarkable well rounded person. I would just like to confirm what I am according to society.
Also, gay porn and men (in general) gross me out for the most part and turn me off, but I would become intimate again with these boys (guys now) under the right circumstances.
Thanks!
Hello, thanks for all the replies!
To clarify:
All these "gay" experiences happened when I was 10 to 14. I guess what i meant to say was, the initial rush of the experience was exhilarating but now I ultimately find more pleasure with women.
I only ask because I'm fully aware this is a special case and that most people don't really know how to interpret this one, myself included. If I sound like I'm conflicted, it's only because I am.
I would only feel comfortable recreating the experience with previous male partners and honestly can't conceive of having sex with a male stranger or even more current friend. Make sense?
Oops! I am 26 years old now. If this helps at all....
Also, gay porn and men (in general) gross me out for the most part and turn me off, but I would become intimate again with these boys (guys now) under the right circumstances.
Thanks!
Hello, thanks for all the replies!
To clarify:
All these "gay" experiences happened when I was 10 to 14. I guess what i meant to say was, the initial rush of the experience was exhilarating but now I ultimately find more pleasure with women.
I only ask because I'm fully aware this is a special case and that most people don't really know how to interpret this one, myself included. If I sound like I'm conflicted, it's only because I am.
I would only feel comfortable recreating the experience with previous male partners and honestly can't conceive of having sex with a male stranger or even more current friend. Make sense?
Oops! I am 26 years old now. If this helps at all....