Natasha Vanessa
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(I'm not mad @ that person)? I'm not mad @ the person that died, I just get moody. I go through the normal stages after I hear about a death. I cope w/ it every other healthy way b 4, during & after I go crazy. I feel so evil, that's not wat the person wold want, they don't deserve that. But why do I get so angry & argue w/ my family about random junk?!
I usually have a couple deaths each year. It's happened my whole life except a few yrs. but those were som of the worse yrs. of my life (unrelated reasons).
I argued w/ my mom 2 day. We cried, screamed & yelled. She drove me home, I feel so guilty. No 1 deserves that, I apologized obviously. But I do that every time som 1 dies. I try 2 control it.
Am I evil 4 going crazy after people die?
I usually have a couple deaths each year. It's happened my whole life except a few yrs. but those were som of the worse yrs. of my life (unrelated reasons).
I argued w/ my mom 2 day. We cried, screamed & yelled. She drove me home, I feel so guilty. No 1 deserves that, I apologized obviously. But I do that every time som 1 dies. I try 2 control it.
Am I evil 4 going crazy after people die?