am i developing a mental illness?

chris angle

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ok, when i was about 15 i started taking drugs heavily such as smoking weed everyday and on weekends taking cocaine and Ecstasy and i done this for around 5 years and last year m-kat came out and me and my friends went mad on it having it every weekend for around a year staying up for days at a time and going through ounces of the stuff until my penis started shrinking very bad and everyone noticed and was like giving me funny looks and making fun of me but when i asked what was wrong they all ignored me so i thought i was imagining it until it kept hapening and hepening and they would look at me asif i was horrible and it was making me be sick and act very strange and it is now efecting me i nnrmal life i have not had anything for about a year now and i still am very odd around people and people still stare at my penis and the more i think about it which is all the time the worst i get and the worse it shrinks before all of this i was a normal chatty outgoing person and its ruining my life what should i do????
oh i dont go around showing it to people you can see it through my trousers and it stands out quite abit
 
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