last summer vacation, i went to hawaii. near the end of my stay, i was packing to go home when i received a text message from my dad. reading it i soon found myself to be surprised, it said that i had a new mom, a new little sister, and two new brothers. (my parents split up when i was 12, then i got the text when i was 13, and my birthday was in january so now im 14.) when i got home i met them all and i knew there was something was wrong. now, almost a year later i have been really sad-or depressed. i really don't like my new "family," and i cry a lot. also after two months of me being home my dad informed me that she was pregnant. i hated this idea, i still hate it, and i know there,s nothing i can do about it because my "step mom" is apparently here to stay. then i thought as long as the baby is a boy i'll survive, BUT of course it was a girl. now i feel hopeless, and i was on honor roll for the first semester, but got my report card and i have two D's. i really did try, but my best wasn't good enough. i like to stay in my room because i hate facing these people. i try not to be mean to them, but i feel like they ruined my life. i can't stand the idea that somebody else will be calling my dad daddy. i use to be his baby but now im the middle child, of eight. and stuck with al the work. it use to be just two. and i would give anything to go back, but i cant. i feel very guilty for leaving over the summer because maybe my dad got lonely. and its defiantly my fault because they met in the dental office where i got my braces, so in a way i ruined my own life.
so please, is this depression, or what? and can you give me some solutions?
-thank you
so please, is this depression, or what? and can you give me some solutions?
-thank you