Jake Thomas
New member
I constantly crave attention. I am fifteen and I have been faking a severe digestive illness for eighteen months. In this, I have deceived multible doctors, had about 20 hospital admissions. Including surgery to put a feeding tube into my stomach. I pulled out my tbe numerous times, and lied. Medical staff have picked up on some of this behaviour, but still beleive that I have a problem. I get people to like me, then I decieve them, manupilate, them and lie to them. My parents are constanty upset with me and I feel like such an awfall person. I also have a special relationsip with a peadiatrician, who is a lovely person, however I have abused, and hurt him and taken advantage of him. I have also done this to friends, extended family and members of our church. Am I a bad person because I do bad things?