Heh austin7153 my name is Iain i live in Glasgow Scotland, you`ve done well to not let it get worse my experience is that it will if you don`t try and do something about it now mate, i just turned 34 a few days ago and only recently started getting somewhere regarding my own addiction and thats been since i was about 18 or 19 i`ve been clean now for almost 3 months and although i would`nt change my life i certainly would`nt wish it upon anyone, and i don`t believe i`ve had a really chaotic life so far but at times it has been pretty bad, i think i read someone suggesting A.A or maybe N.A both worth a try and don`t judge any meeting by the first one go to a few you may find one you are comfortable at, it`s your decision mate i can only suggest up to know going to my meetings has helped me being around people who want the same thing as you, peace.
Don`t believe for one minute that you`ve got it under control cause that just the addict part of your brain telling you that, so that you carry on using cause thats what it wants.
Tackle the problem now and enjoy being a young adult i had to endure being that and as i said am only now geting some sort`ve quality in my life.
Think of this mate IF WE PRAY TO GOD FOR COURAGE, DO YOU THINK HE JUST GIVES US COURAGE, OR MAYBE JUST MAYBE HE PROVIDE`S THE OPPERTUNITY TO BE COURAGOUS, this may not seem like an oppertunity to you being the age you are but it is and whether you take it now or like me 15 years down the line but remeraber i was lucky enough to still be alive, i`ve O.D`D on 2 occasions.
You certainly don`t HAVE to take my advise, you don`t HAVE to do anything but you could read this and hopefully take something from it.
It really does`nt mater that we may be on different parts of the globe separated by thousanRAB of miles addiction still carries it`s poisonous message and the story is always the same no matter who i talk to or where they may be, the worRAB may be different but the chaos and torment that drink and drugs cause`s are the same the world over whether you believe that or not.
You make some smart decisions. and if you`ve any problems don`t hesitate i might not be much help but at least i know the cross roaRAB you are at because i`ve been there myself.
Anyway i always start writing and sometimes forget to stop.
Take Care. Iain.:wave::dizzy: