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kristina h
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heres my situation- im 16 years old and my ex boyfriend is 18. we first started dating about 3 and a half months ago? and it lasted for about 2 and a half months.. he was perfect. and i mean it when i say that.. hes everything ive ever looked for in a guy. he had perfect looks, a hot body & gorgeous smile. he made me laugh all the time & would say the cutest things, and i loved his entire family. we both play varsity tennis and well thats how we met. anyways.. you can see how much i still really like this kiddd. but he would always go to parties and drink and stuff because you know.. he was a senior going to college.. it happens to the best of us haha but the reason we broke up was because AT one of these infamous parties.. he cheated on me. he came to me 2 days after it happened and told me everything straight up. which, ya know.. at least he was honest. but we both decided it was best to break up and decided to still be friends. we didnt wanna lose each other like... completely. alright alright i'll get to the point.. so we've still been talking and now it feels like i need him more than ever. theres just like an emptiness feeling inside of me everyday. and.. i cant go more that 5 minutes without the thought of him popping up. its like the longer we've been apart, & the more i know we arent together.. the more attached i get. ANDDD we would be back together already if he werent going away to college on the 28th :\ so my problem is.. we really do love each other and we're both virgins. and we talked about losing it to each other. honestly i want to.. it just feels right. but with him going away & us not being together im wondering if thats a bad idea? like, once i lose my virginity to him i'll probably feel like i do now.. just x100 right? i dont know.. its just hard & i guess i wanted to spill it all out. thanks for reading all this! & i hope you can help! 
rita- haha yeah some skank gave him head..
& thanks you guys :] that really helped!
rita- haha yeah some skank gave him head..
& thanks you guys :] that really helped!