...loooovabear.. .
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OK i'll keep this as short of a story its really long... i had a crush for months and i met this other older guy i'm 20 btw we were buddies just hanging out a lot typical thing until we had sex he starting kissing me heat of the moment blah blah blah so we turned into friends with benefits he started looking at me differently wanted to date but i still had my crush all of a sudden i was stressed and stayed over his house for 3 days straight it was like honeymoon bliss i started catching feelings it was really different to feel appreciated i'm used to doing everything bad relationships(my ex started doing heroin) it kind of freaked me out but i saw a whole different side of him.... BAD PART his mom heard us having sex during the 3 days they live together MUTUALLY BENEFICIAL for his health and situation right now(no he's not a bum at all) i'm not all disrespectful from my understanding from him this was all considered ok his mom knew that he was also a grown man and not just her son but a room mate BUT ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE i was the first girl over and his mom wouldn't even let him masturbate if she could help it all type of arguments started on top of their regular drama which i was in the middle of and i'm no longer welcomed next time she saw me she made sure to let me know that and i couldn't even apologize he lives about an hr away from me and i don't have a car and live with family(college student) i think he's giving up on me(we talk and its rushed i feel like a stalker when i call its not the same) and it sucks i dropped the old crush i just gained these new feelings what should i do??? also he's not supposed to smoking pot or cigs due to his health and how he's getting ready to start working again soon when he's allowed BUT he wont stop and its causing a strain(i understand being stressed hell im stressed but that doesnt mean smoking is the answer) like i said about my ex i hate anything to due with smoking/drugs so many memories i talked to him about it he said he understood everyday this is my last smoke(heard soooo much from my ex he smoked pot and cigs that i knew about heroin was a later thing btw and thats when i dumped him) but nothing do you think he thinks i'm a drag and is pulling back for that 2??? NO RUDE STUFF.... what would you do? ive been single 4 a yr just seems like i keep putting my faith in and get disappointed