Well I'm fairly certain I'm addicted to sex, and can finally admit after last night. So my gf and me have been going out on and off for about 10 months now. We've broken up before and got back together just the beginning of this summer. We are both in college.
Ok so to begin, we have known each other from the 2nd day of school and have been having sex for about 8 months now. The sex is great and she's a great girl. We are in love and say it openly. But...I think I'm addicted to sex. I really do love this girl. When we aren't having sex I am still in love with her and can't even look at other girls the same so a solution can't be leave her. I just need some help. We fight all the time and I wanna say 80-90% of the time I bring it up because of lack of sex. Last night we had a huge fight. Her sisters and cousin came with her and me to 6 flags and we had a great time. We held hands and did normal couples stuff but still had fun with her family. But, last night we watched two movies and even though I was exhausted I toughed it out to stay there with SEX in the back of my mind. I have an hour ride home and had been at her house since 9am and the time was around 11pm. Her family watched the movie too and the entire time I just wanted them to leave so we could go upstairs and do it. Then we finally got upstairs and I told her she looked tired and we didn't have to in which she responded "ok thank you". First off this is wrong because she had to get permission not to have sex. I'm terrible =(. 2nd I got mad after she said this because I wanted it. I contradicted myself but still fought with her over it. The fight continued into this morning and we finally made up but I still havent admitted I am wrong. I'm stubborn and now I feel awful. When we were at college I'd see her every other day and the same thing happens. Either we have sex and have a great time or we don't and i blow a fuse.
This may not matter but I'll just add it to help. We have sex about 90% of the times we see each other and each time we don't...i throw a tantrum. I watch porn and masturbate frequently...1-2x a day and I think my mind may be clogged or something. All i think about when I'm with her is sex and not how much she really means to me...plz help
Ok so to begin, we have known each other from the 2nd day of school and have been having sex for about 8 months now. The sex is great and she's a great girl. We are in love and say it openly. But...I think I'm addicted to sex. I really do love this girl. When we aren't having sex I am still in love with her and can't even look at other girls the same so a solution can't be leave her. I just need some help. We fight all the time and I wanna say 80-90% of the time I bring it up because of lack of sex. Last night we had a huge fight. Her sisters and cousin came with her and me to 6 flags and we had a great time. We held hands and did normal couples stuff but still had fun with her family. But, last night we watched two movies and even though I was exhausted I toughed it out to stay there with SEX in the back of my mind. I have an hour ride home and had been at her house since 9am and the time was around 11pm. Her family watched the movie too and the entire time I just wanted them to leave so we could go upstairs and do it. Then we finally got upstairs and I told her she looked tired and we didn't have to in which she responded "ok thank you". First off this is wrong because she had to get permission not to have sex. I'm terrible =(. 2nd I got mad after she said this because I wanted it. I contradicted myself but still fought with her over it. The fight continued into this morning and we finally made up but I still havent admitted I am wrong. I'm stubborn and now I feel awful. When we were at college I'd see her every other day and the same thing happens. Either we have sex and have a great time or we don't and i blow a fuse.
This may not matter but I'll just add it to help. We have sex about 90% of the times we see each other and each time we don't...i throw a tantrum. I watch porn and masturbate frequently...1-2x a day and I think my mind may be clogged or something. All i think about when I'm with her is sex and not how much she really means to me...plz help