Alright well i am so sick of my family i am 18 and feel like i am stuck here.... Quiet hard for a 18 year old to get a job with no experience... Ive never worked before because of my Social anxiety
When someone makes me angry i tend to scream and go psycho and will throw thing and feeling like i wanna through something into there heads =\.. I normally control thing been few times i hit the wall and throw something at window and smashed it ... even threw something a chair at my dad( reason was though he was being violent toward me) and gave him stitches
I been through alot verbal abuse and physical abuse in my family growing up.... One memory i STILL remember from 11 years of age. Me and my sister was having fun in bash tub laughing and that and my dad wanted us to i guess stop having fun and laughing... So he pulled us out of the bath by our hair then hitting us was really scary being 11 years old and your dad doing that for no reason not to mention the pain, as you should know it hurt ALOT more being hit when wet
My dad even called me and my sister fat through out growing up, when we were clearly not just trying to make us upset/worried
Hes always punched me in eye and gave me black eye remember going to school with it and one of my friends meet my dad before and all sudden said to me did your dad do that obviously i denied it because i was so embarrassed a father would do that, because all my friend father were nice and normal
I guess i am saying all this here because i was someone to talk to and it hard telling people i know stuff that's happened to me because Ive told one person and they back stabbed me with it all, saying why i was so messed up(My BAD social anxiety) just making me feel like such a loser =\
When someone makes me angry i tend to scream and go psycho and will throw thing and feeling like i wanna through something into there heads =\.. I normally control thing been few times i hit the wall and throw something at window and smashed it ... even threw something a chair at my dad( reason was though he was being violent toward me) and gave him stitches
I been through alot verbal abuse and physical abuse in my family growing up.... One memory i STILL remember from 11 years of age. Me and my sister was having fun in bash tub laughing and that and my dad wanted us to i guess stop having fun and laughing... So he pulled us out of the bath by our hair then hitting us was really scary being 11 years old and your dad doing that for no reason not to mention the pain, as you should know it hurt ALOT more being hit when wet
My dad even called me and my sister fat through out growing up, when we were clearly not just trying to make us upset/worried
Hes always punched me in eye and gave me black eye remember going to school with it and one of my friends meet my dad before and all sudden said to me did your dad do that obviously i denied it because i was so embarrassed a father would do that, because all my friend father were nice and normal
I guess i am saying all this here because i was someone to talk to and it hard telling people i know stuff that's happened to me because Ive told one person and they back stabbed me with it all, saying why i was so messed up(My BAD social anxiety) just making me feel like such a loser =\