I was with my ex for a year he was controlling and verbally abusive towards me and humilated me and put me down in front of people he would say evil things then say it was a joke like blaming me for bleeding when i was pregnant i got upset and he turned it to say i made him feel guilty.
If i said somthing or we ended up rowing he would threaten to smash my face in break my nose put my head through a wall take my legs out he would play fight punch me and say it was a sign of affection he got violent would grab me shove me push me squeze my hands and twist them and slapped me in face tryed to strangle me pinned me down on sofa 5 days before i gave birth and 2 days before he came at me and i had to push him through door to get him away he wouldnt let me call police or get help i tried to leave and he wouldnt let me one night he threatend to kill me.He would abuse me in front of my children which is what happend Christmas day he assaulted me 4 times wouldnt let me call police and held me prisoner so i couldnt get help and smashed my phones i never fought back i thought if i took it or didnt react he would stop.He would call me and my Children Cxxts and tell me to go f my mother i was a skank and he threatend to tell my daughter who her real father was
Now he has to go to court and im a wreck ive had the messages of how sorry he is and he loves me etc etc and its my fault cos i pushed his buttons now hes trying to make me look bad cos hes the victim and im spiteful when he has shown no remorse for any of it and was only trying to manipulate me into dropping charges and his mother did the same and now im a grass who didnt love him
People dont understand i just wanted a normal realtionship i walked on eggshells and could never say how i felt cos i was scared
Now im alone with 3 kids hes out enjoying himself chatting women up socialising feeling no remorse blaming me and he will go court and get a slap on wrist when im living in fear it was our sons 1st Christmas it should of been a happy day he even told me that day he didnt have a bad bone in his body i dont even have any pictures .
The whole thing has devasted me and he can live life doing as he pleases when im trying to rebuild mine he was abusive to his ex and she talks to him like there friends so now im starting to think im crazy ive taken it to far cos he wasnt that violent and hes sat there playing the victim saying its my fault how can he move on and be able to sleep at night when im a wreck hes making me think im crazy for wanting a restraining order and not wanting him near my son
I actually feel im crazy cos i pressed charges his ex dropped them and now hes being mr nice guy and the victim cos im so spiteful for having him arrested
He will get a slap on the wrist and be able to do what he likes i live in fear of him coming after me im so confused i dont know whos the real him cos hes jekkyl and hyde my children are scared of him and im terrified in my own home because he knows not to mess around while on bail but once its over he could get pissed and come round
If i said somthing or we ended up rowing he would threaten to smash my face in break my nose put my head through a wall take my legs out he would play fight punch me and say it was a sign of affection he got violent would grab me shove me push me squeze my hands and twist them and slapped me in face tryed to strangle me pinned me down on sofa 5 days before i gave birth and 2 days before he came at me and i had to push him through door to get him away he wouldnt let me call police or get help i tried to leave and he wouldnt let me one night he threatend to kill me.He would abuse me in front of my children which is what happend Christmas day he assaulted me 4 times wouldnt let me call police and held me prisoner so i couldnt get help and smashed my phones i never fought back i thought if i took it or didnt react he would stop.He would call me and my Children Cxxts and tell me to go f my mother i was a skank and he threatend to tell my daughter who her real father was
Now he has to go to court and im a wreck ive had the messages of how sorry he is and he loves me etc etc and its my fault cos i pushed his buttons now hes trying to make me look bad cos hes the victim and im spiteful when he has shown no remorse for any of it and was only trying to manipulate me into dropping charges and his mother did the same and now im a grass who didnt love him
People dont understand i just wanted a normal realtionship i walked on eggshells and could never say how i felt cos i was scared
Now im alone with 3 kids hes out enjoying himself chatting women up socialising feeling no remorse blaming me and he will go court and get a slap on wrist when im living in fear it was our sons 1st Christmas it should of been a happy day he even told me that day he didnt have a bad bone in his body i dont even have any pictures .
The whole thing has devasted me and he can live life doing as he pleases when im trying to rebuild mine he was abusive to his ex and she talks to him like there friends so now im starting to think im crazy ive taken it to far cos he wasnt that violent and hes sat there playing the victim saying its my fault how can he move on and be able to sleep at night when im a wreck hes making me think im crazy for wanting a restraining order and not wanting him near my son
I actually feel im crazy cos i pressed charges his ex dropped them and now hes being mr nice guy and the victim cos im so spiteful for having him arrested
He will get a slap on the wrist and be able to do what he likes i live in fear of him coming after me im so confused i dont know whos the real him cos hes jekkyl and hyde my children are scared of him and im terrified in my own home because he knows not to mess around while on bail but once its over he could get pissed and come round