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I have had a huge crush on a guy named Ryan for the last 2 ½ years. We have always been so shy around each other that we never held a conversation together. I live far away, and when I came back to the town where he lives we started texting. I told him I wasn't as shy as I used to be so we decided to go for a walk together. He came to my house and we walked into the woods and had a pretty good conversation going. It was very comfortable and not weird at all, even though I hadn't seen him for over a year. We decided to sit down somewhere to talk so we started scraping the 5 inches of snow of the ground to sit and talk. He asked me if I wanted to play truth or dare and I went along with it. I told him I wanted a truth so he asked me who my biggest crush in high school was. (I think he knew it was him, he just wanted confirmation) However I lied to him and said nobody in particular. I couldn't come up with any questions for him because I was so nervous and I didn't know what type of questions he wanted. So he asked me another one "What would you do if I kissed you right now?" and I told him I would kiss him back. So he turned to me and we started kissing. I had been waiting for that moment for 2 years now and if finally happened. Then he pulled me closer and we started making out again. By this time I couldn't feel my butt because it was sooo cold. After our second make out session he asked me "What would you do if I went a little further?" And I told him that he knows I'm a good girl. And that was that. We got up and started walking back and he pulled me closer once more and we started kissing. On the way home he said that next time we hang out we have to do something and that I need to drive his truck. I told him he could come over after he had been home to change his wet clothes. He said, I'll be over later if you haven't fallen asleep. So we hugged goodbye and he left. He didn't show up that night so I went to bed.
The day after that I texted Ryan, but he only replied two times because he just didn't text me back. Did he lie to me when he said he wanted to hang out more? I know he used to have a crush on me, and I felt pretty convinced he still had, until today when he didn't seem excited to text.
What do you think I should do? I'm going home in 2 weeks so the time is wasted. I really like this guy, like really deeply and I want him to be mine. But guys are so complicated...
Is he interested or not? Did he play me?
I have had a huge crush on a guy named Ryan for the last 2 ½ years. We have always been so shy around each other that we never held a conversation together. I live far away, and when I came back to the town where he lives we started texting. I told him I wasn't as shy as I used to be so we decided to go for a walk together. He came to my house and we walked into the woods and had a pretty good conversation going. It was very comfortable and not weird at all, even though I hadn't seen him for over a year. We decided to sit down somewhere to talk so we started scraping the 5 inches of snow of the ground to sit and talk. He asked me if I wanted to play truth or dare and I went along with it. I told him I wanted a truth so he asked me who my biggest crush in high school was. (I think he knew it was him, he just wanted confirmation) However I lied to him and said nobody in particular. I couldn't come up with any questions for him because I was so nervous and I didn't know what type of questions he wanted. So he asked me another one "What would you do if I kissed you right now?" and I told him I would kiss him back. So he turned to me and we started kissing. I had been waiting for that moment for 2 years now and if finally happened. Then he pulled me closer and we started making out again. By this time I couldn't feel my butt because it was sooo cold. After our second make out session he asked me "What would you do if I went a little further?" And I told him that he knows I'm a good girl. And that was that. We got up and started walking back and he pulled me closer once more and we started kissing. On the way home he said that next time we hang out we have to do something and that I need to drive his truck. I told him he could come over after he had been home to change his wet clothes. He said, I'll be over later if you haven't fallen asleep. So we hugged goodbye and he left. He didn't show up that night so I went to bed.
The day after that I texted Ryan, but he only replied two times because he just didn't text me back. Did he lie to me when he said he wanted to hang out more? I know he used to have a crush on me, and I felt pretty convinced he still had, until today when he didn't seem excited to text.
What do you think I should do? I'm going home in 2 weeks so the time is wasted. I really like this guy, like really deeply and I want him to be mine. But guys are so complicated...
Is he interested or not? Did he play me?