obxgal11794
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Okay I just asked a question a minute ago but deleted it because i think people weren't understanding me. I've questioned my sexuality, i know that im not gay, at most I'm bi. But my questioning comes and goes in little periods. Then at the end of the time period I end up wondering how i could have even questioned because I feel so confident that I'm straight. Its weird because these little periods of questioning, its like i start worrying that im gay even though im not. i've questioned if ive had "crushes" on my female friends, but i can't tell if they're crushes or if its just that i think that they're super cool and pretty. i do like guys too for certain, but sometimes i doubt that, even though i know i do. The thing is though, when I'm not hyper-focusing and not worrying, i usually have no doubts and feel straight. When i don't over think it, i always want guys to think i look cute and don't really care if girls do because i just want the guys to like me. And the idea of a guy holding me in his arms makes me swoon (as long as im not in one of my panic-y periods). So I'm asking again because before i feel like people weren't understanding what i was asking. Thanks.
I forgot to write that Im a girl
Like, I want to have happy relationships with guys. Nothing is better than having a huge crush on a guy and all that. But I go to an all girls school and don't have many. And I always end up thinking, what if it isn't really a crush on that boy? But thank you all, i feel like you are understanding me more. I've read about kinsey and how most people are a little gay, which im fine with, i just want to be able to fulfill that dream of having a boyfriend to hold me at night and all those cute scenarios like in the princess diaries that make me swoon.
Sorry guys one more edit. Usually when I was afraid that i had a "crush" on female friends, its usually an emotional thing where i just thought they were awesome and cool and can't tell if its different from guys because i've only had a few crushes on boys to compare with. Usually the feelings (emotionally, not sexually) are pretty similar but im interested in pursuing a relationship with the guys and stuff, and only interested in pursuing friendship with girls.
I forgot to write that Im a girl
Like, I want to have happy relationships with guys. Nothing is better than having a huge crush on a guy and all that. But I go to an all girls school and don't have many. And I always end up thinking, what if it isn't really a crush on that boy? But thank you all, i feel like you are understanding me more. I've read about kinsey and how most people are a little gay, which im fine with, i just want to be able to fulfill that dream of having a boyfriend to hold me at night and all those cute scenarios like in the princess diaries that make me swoon.
Sorry guys one more edit. Usually when I was afraid that i had a "crush" on female friends, its usually an emotional thing where i just thought they were awesome and cool and can't tell if its different from guys because i've only had a few crushes on boys to compare with. Usually the feelings (emotionally, not sexually) are pretty similar but im interested in pursuing a relationship with the guys and stuff, and only interested in pursuing friendship with girls.