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ghandi900
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I've noticed something about my love life. Lately, love has become something I've gotten used to. I've been in love with my girl neighbor for almost a year, yet I haven't done anything about it. I haven't asked her out, I haven't asked for her cell phone number, I haven't actually told her how much I care about her.
Yeah, sure, I've called her up when she was sick, I asked if she felt better... but I doubt that it made any difference. What surprises me is that I have noticed that her feelings towards me have changed. She liked me last year, but I was ignorant and didn't know it until it was too late. Then when I start to fall for her, it seems she doesn't have as much interest in me as before. And now, after a measly 2 week break from her, I get over her... and of course she starts to like me. Why is it that girls do this? I've been thinking that it was just the need for attention from someone, and once they get over her, she comes crawling back.
Now, girls, I don't mean to offend you. I am just ranting about the fact that this girl that I love has hurt me, and now wants me. I'm not positive that she does, but seeing how she acts, talks, and listens to me... in my opinion she does. I just want to know why she would do this?
As well as that... what is MY problem?
I feel like I can do anything I want when I'm around her. I feel good, confident, proud. But what's wierd is that I just can't get the words that I want out. 95% of the time I'm feeling that I can ask her out and she'd say yes on the spot, but the other 5% holds me back and says "No, you don't know if she feels the same way... don't do it." What in the hell is my problem? How can I get over it?
I know I'm asking questions here, but this is more of an internal rant about a girl and myself. If you agree with any of this, please say so. If you don't, do what you will. Don't bring me down because my mind isn't as confident as I usually think. But please... post your feelings
Yeah, sure, I've called her up when she was sick, I asked if she felt better... but I doubt that it made any difference. What surprises me is that I have noticed that her feelings towards me have changed. She liked me last year, but I was ignorant and didn't know it until it was too late. Then when I start to fall for her, it seems she doesn't have as much interest in me as before. And now, after a measly 2 week break from her, I get over her... and of course she starts to like me. Why is it that girls do this? I've been thinking that it was just the need for attention from someone, and once they get over her, she comes crawling back.
Now, girls, I don't mean to offend you. I am just ranting about the fact that this girl that I love has hurt me, and now wants me. I'm not positive that she does, but seeing how she acts, talks, and listens to me... in my opinion she does. I just want to know why she would do this?
As well as that... what is MY problem?
I feel like I can do anything I want when I'm around her. I feel good, confident, proud. But what's wierd is that I just can't get the words that I want out. 95% of the time I'm feeling that I can ask her out and she'd say yes on the spot, but the other 5% holds me back and says "No, you don't know if she feels the same way... don't do it." What in the hell is my problem? How can I get over it?
I know I'm asking questions here, but this is more of an internal rant about a girl and myself. If you agree with any of this, please say so. If you don't, do what you will. Don't bring me down because my mind isn't as confident as I usually think. But please... post your feelings