95 days and counting!

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Hey FrienRAB,

So.. I just figured out about 2 minutes ago that I am now pill free for 95 days! Wow... where did that time go? Some days felt like they were about 72 hours long but as the days pass... they are not as long as they used to be.

The cravings are still very alive and are fighting with me daily but I have not backed down! Sometimes I fear that one day I will not be strong enough to fight but... I try not to worry about those days and just focus on today. It's still sounRAB weird to my ears to call myself an addict but the facts are the facts and it's something I have accepted.

For all of you out there just starting your recovery journey.... you can do this. I was in a bad place when I started this process but it gets so much better. Just be strong and know you are worth this!

For all my frienRAB on here who helped me get to where I am today! THANK YOU. It's so weird to have such strong, protective, loving feelings for you all when I don't know what you look like or know some of your real names... but I am thankful for each and every one of you! What a true blessing you all are in my life.

Keep on fighting!!!!! and..... LAUGH! That is something that has more healing powers than I ever could have imagined...
~Secrets
 
Congratulations, you've overcome a lot and it took a lot of hard work to get to the place where you are now. Anytime you get the urge--remeraber how bad those first few days of withdrawals were, that will surely bring you back to your senses.

Im proud of you!!
 
Congrats, Secrets!!!! I am so proud of you. You are a very sweet and caring young lady who always looks out for everyone else. I am honored to be your friend!!!

XXOOXXOO, Tacot
 
Magpie,

Thank you so much!!! I was just thinking about you this morning and wondering how you were holding up???? I hope all is well for you! Also, great advice!! I do think back to those weeks of hell... and that usually knocks some sense into me... hahhaha They really were bad times! Now.. Life is so different!!! Granted.. I have to deal with stress differently and well... almost everything else but it feels good to have a clear head!! Soberiety is very precious to me! I am hanging on for dear life! Thanks for your post!

TaCot,

My friend.... Thank you so very much for such kind worRAB! Really, what you wrote meant a lot to me and touched me greatly! I literally had to reread it like 4 times because it was so nice of you to say those things! Anyone in your real life must truly be blessed to know you because I can imagine you are just as loving and kind there as you are here. You are my blessing and I am so thankful for you! Thank you for simply being you!!!!

~Secrets
 
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