61 Days Pill Free For ME!

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Hey FrienRAB,

Can you believe it? I meant to post this yesterday when I hit 60 days... but work got busy and out of hand that when the clock struck 5:30 I was racing for the door!! hahaha

With out you guys I am not sure if I would have been able to make it this far. All of you I am so thankful for and feel such warmth and love for you. This place is my home away from home and everyday this board helps me in a different way that I didn't think possible.

For me.... this journey has been a very big learning experience in so many ways and I know it's far from over. When I look back at myself a few months ago it really is a HUGE change for me! I just still can't believe how badly those pills had me but now I am proud to say... I am in charge on me! Not those pills... I still crave them. I still fear that I will somehow get hurt and need surgery or something and have to be on pills again and what that would mean but I keep telling myself that I need to stop living with that fear and enjoy what I have accomplished! So.. Am I completely over this??? HECK NO! Am I proud of how far I have come! YES!

So others of you out there.... YOU CAN DO THIS! I swear if I could than so can you.. I was so addicted! I did and said some horrible things to get those pills so you are not alone.. If my story can help one of you start the path to recovery everything I have gone thru would be worth it!

So thank you all! 61 days!!!! :wave: Thanks be to God!:angel:
~Secrets
 
Hey There, Secrets

Many happy smiles for your continued move forward. Keeep on going strong... you are an inspiration to so many of us here no matter where we are in recovery.

Good for you!
reach
 
Congratulations!! 61 days. That is awesome. Way to go, Secrets. You should be very proud of yourself.
 
congrats secreats................:blob_fire i am so happy for you. i have to tell you ,you and your posts helped me through those horrible first few days. i now have 26 days free. i dont know how good i feel physically but mentallly i am proud and i have all this money to pay bills with lol. it is hard everyday but i read these posts and remeraber why i am doing this i am proud of you and i thank you for your support
newlife121208
 
Jeez you guys! Are you trying to get me sobbing at my desk???

fiesty, what you said just touched my heart so much. I seriously had goosebumps all over and tears pouring down my face. For you to say those things about me really feel good that someone would say that about me besides my Mother!! hahaa My Mom is the BEST mother in the world.. HanRAB down I would fight to the death to defend that and she ofcourse tells me how proud of me she is and that I am her single pride and joy (I am her only child) but to hear it from you made me feel she isnt just saying that becuase she is my MOM!! hahaha Thank you for all of your support and know that you and your son continue to be in my thoughts and prayers! By the way.. I would to hear how you all are doing!

newlife, thank you so much for your support too! Everything you said is so true! We are happier and I am so glad you are on this journey with me! And you soon will be celebrating 30 days and we will CELEBRATE!

Thank you so much you guys! You truly are my frienRAB and I am so thankful for that!
~Secrets
 
Thank you reach, what a compliment from you because thru this you are one of the ones I have really looked up to and found to be an inspiration to me! Thank you for your support! It really means everything to me. With out you I would not be in this place in my life!

newlife, I am so proud of you!!!! 26 days!!! WOO HOOO I am so happy for you. I know it's a struggle and i am glad that I helped you during those days! What days they were! Look at how far you have come! Thanks for your support as well.. I really appreciate it.

That is why I love this place! We all celebrate each others victories and hold each others hanRAB during the dark days!
~Secrets
 
Secrets, A big congrats to you! I'm sure it was a painful and a joyous journey all at the same time, I know it was for me. I have been sober for about 5 months now, I think. I quit counting days, I had a problem of wanting to reward myself and thinking I could handle just one pill and we all know that's the biggest lie we can tell ourselves. You are a wonderful person, that I can tell from your posts and the love and sympathy you sent my way about my son's injuries, and I thank-you from the bottom of my heart. May God bless you and your family and I am so proud of you. Your mother must be very proud of you, I know I would if you were my daughter, not only because of this, but just because of the wonderful person you are and will always be. My heart is just swelling with pride and joy for you now, I am so happy for you. Sending much love and hugs your way. LOL, Fiesty
 
Congrats secrets!!!! youve done a wonderful job not only helping yourself but helping so many others on the board!! keep it up and have a wonderful day!!!
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Thanks! I can't believe it's been 60 days already.. I mean.. I can.. But I can't either all at the same time. It's weird and hard to explain. hahhahaha

Thanks for all of your support!
~Secrets
 
Secrets,

Congratulations! It is awesome you have made it 61 days!

I have been lurking around here over the past few weeks as I recover from surgery, and have noticed something very special about you - You reach out to everyone! Even if you cannot personally relate to the details of their situation, you find something you have in common with them and a way to encourage them in their plight. Reaching your hand out to others and helping them along the way is essential to recovery. Keep it up!

I pray that you continue to enjoy your new-found freedom!

Keep posting!
Step
 
i cant wait to post m 30 day clean thread. it amazing to me how wonderful all of us addicts are when we are not using, we are caring and supportive and thankful........ all the wonderful things we always have been but our drugs made us liars and theifs and selfish. ahhhhhhhh what a relieve to be a good person again. that was my only new years resolution this year just to be the best person i can be and if i fall to pick my self right back up and do it again. because i am worth it ..... we all are happy clean days all . and secreats you are my insperation so stay strong and i am here for you to

_______________newlife121208
 
Thanks so much Mecan!

I hope you are hanging in there!!! How have you been holding up?
~Secrets
 
thanks for askin, im doing GREAT!. wasnt as bad as last time since i wasnt on them for such a long time but the effects of w/d were still very real even on a "bender". I have learned from it for sure. good way to start the new year!!
hope everyone is having a wonderful day:):)
 
Oh thank you Step,

How nice of you to say! I just really feel connected to everyone here because we are all going thru the same thing... sure our circumstances may be different but we are all fighting the same battle.

I do try to respond to every post I can because I remeraber when I first started posting here and I was struggling so bad... every reply post I got no matter how long or short it was helped in in some way... It made me feel not so alone and it gave me hope... I just want to be able to do the same for others.

Thank you for your kind worRAB and I wish you a speedy recovery from surgery!!!

Sincerely,
~Secrets
 
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