31 days pill vic free today

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AWWW. thank you alll so much. i do feel better each day . i think about using EVERYDAY still but i am really proud of myself for staying strong and fighting my urges. thats what keeps me clean and for probably the first time in my life i am thinking ahead .... i know that if i use today to make me "feel better" i will feel worse tomorrow than i do today instead o better aand i know how dissapointed i would be in my self. and i remind myself how horrible the first week or 2 was for me and i never want to do that again. anyone who neeRAB help try reading my oiginal posts from 12-15-08 "day 3 vic free" and read the support i have gotten is wonderful, its funny us addicts happen to be the most careing and honest loveing and supportive people aroung go figure. i hope everyone has a wonderful clean day... as i know i will and it is a beautiful day today . thank you newlife121208;)
 
i cant tell you guys how much my life has changed over the last month.:wave: i have had to learn to do everything sober that i was used to doig high. which was everything i did. wake up, clean my house, work , s;eep. everything and this has been the hardest 31 days of my life but everyday gets easier and better. i went and got my nails done and hair which i havent done in close to a year because at the height of my addiction i couldnt stand to sit in a chair that long wthout smoking a cig or nodding out. or i just always had to go find more pills or meet someone or whaever. bottom line pills ruled my life and made my deciesions and now i do. i took control back. i want to thank everyone for thre support through this very hard time in mylife. exspecially secreats thank you so much........i only hope i can be half as much help to someone as you have been to me:angel:.anyways i ll keep ou guys posted on my progress thank you
new;ife121208
 
newlife,

WORRAB CAN'T EXPRESS HOW PROUD I AM OF YOU!!!! I am sorry I have not replied until now.. I have not been near a computer until now.. I was out sick with the flu the last few days!!!

A month sober! Good for you!!! You really have come so far.. I remeraber the begining days and I know how tough they were on you. I am honored to have been able to help you in any way I have as little as it may have been.

I will be here for you for the months to come.. We can get thru this together! I think of you often and always wonder "how's she holding up today?" I am so glad to hear that you have become so strong and everyday is getting better!

CONGRATS! CONGRATS! CONGRATS!!!! Friend, I am so happy and proud of you!
You will always remain in my thoughts and prayers!
~Secrets
 
Hello newlife,

Just want to say congratulations :) You should be very proud of yourself!

Love,
emsmom
 
congratulations! opiate withdrawl is one of THE hardest things to deal with, mentally physically emotionally, etc, etc. You are a survivor and though I dont know you and have never read a post by you, I am truly proud of you and I hope...no, i KNOW your life will be so much more fulfilling and stress free. keep up the good work!
 
Congratulations wow 31 days that is awesome. Definitely pat yourself on the back. that was journey I just thought today wow it feels so good to be rushing to a meeting instead of rushing to the dr or the drug man's house so I can get my next fix. Everyday I find myself getting more grateful for another day sober. I know this guy who always said TODAY IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY BECAUSE I DIDN'T FIND A REASON TO USE. I use to hate hearing that early in sobriety but today I feel the same way. Everyday it gets better and better. Keep up the good work. take care and remeraber were always here for you.

Lori
 
NewLife Hi, I am so proud of you!!!!! Please give yourself a big hug, you didn't give in to temptation, you can do anything!!!!!! I am also 17 days off of suboxone and it is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and am feeling a bit stronger every day except I am still of course in so much "Chronic Pain" that it will never get better but I made the choice to stop taking pain killers. My only problem now is I haven't slept more than 1 hour a night (if that) since I went off the suboxone. Any suggestions on how to get some much needed sleep. My new doctor gave me "Ativan" and I have taken it a few times and don't want to get dependant on it so I have stopped taking it. It is so unnerving not to sleep. The night time is so lonely and quiet. My husband has moved to another bedroom as I keep him awake all night tossing and turning and screaming and crying. He has a very busy and important job and he neeRAB his sleep but he is there whenever I need him. I try to keep a lot to myself so I don't disturb him but sometimes I need to wake him up just for a "big hug" so I don't feel so all alone!!!!!! You never think something like this could happen when you are almost 60 but I have to deal with it day by day!!!!!

Take care of yourself and keep up the good work, I am so proud of you and keep being strong, you are worth it and you are going to have a "wonderful New Life" pill free!!!! Take care Lyn :angel:
 
if you recieve ANYTHING but support for ANYONE on here, just remeraber that they are only hating because they are jealous of your sobriety. We all know how hard it is and wish you nothing but good things. Stay focused and true to yourself. You are a strong woman and deserve a wonderful, drug-free life.
 
OH MY GOSH! I can't believe you got in a fight! That is terrible. Sorry to hear that!

I am very proud of you for turning down that offer! That is amazing! I am sure that was really hard to do! I am not sure what is normal but it didn't seem very expensive to get your hanRAB on it so you should be so proud you FOUGHT and WON the battle. There will be more to come but you now KNOW you can get thru them because you already won ROUND ONE! I am so proud of you!

You have come a long way and give yourself a big hug for me! You deserve it!

XOXOX
~Secrets
PS... Be careful and NO MORE FIGHTING! I don't want you getting hurt scrappy!!!! hahaha I meant that in a total joking manor.. I hope you take it that way! I figured we have become good enough frienRAB to joke aroud a bit with one another!
 
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