a place to belong
in the beginning i felt only lonliness and resentment
at leaving my friends ......again
i felt numb
i didnt care
everyone pissed me off
i didnt want change
i didnt welcome it
i didnt even like the place i was leaving
in fact i hated that place
so i should have embraced this change with open arms
but at first i didnt
it may have been fear
fear of losing my firends
fear of failing
but no
what truley bit at me . at my soul was the strengthining of the feeling of not belonging anywhere
not beloning to anywhere
i thought
where is my home?
what am i now?
where do i belong?
which land do i belong to ?
where do i go from here?
i was like a man in no mans land
what i truley yearned for was a home
and so i came
expecting the worst
only to be dumbfounded at peoples hospitality
and how they wanted to know me
for me
and gradually to my suprise
realise that this could finally be what ive been waiting for for so long
a home
a place to belong
if anyone takes the time to help me out . thankyou very much its very much appreciated
in the beginning i felt only lonliness and resentment
at leaving my friends ......again
i felt numb
i didnt care
everyone pissed me off
i didnt want change
i didnt welcome it
i didnt even like the place i was leaving
in fact i hated that place
so i should have embraced this change with open arms
but at first i didnt
it may have been fear
fear of losing my firends
fear of failing
but no
what truley bit at me . at my soul was the strengthining of the feeling of not belonging anywhere
not beloning to anywhere
i thought
where is my home?
what am i now?
where do i belong?
which land do i belong to ?
where do i go from here?
i was like a man in no mans land
what i truley yearned for was a home
and so i came
expecting the worst
only to be dumbfounded at peoples hospitality
and how they wanted to know me
for me
and gradually to my suprise
realise that this could finally be what ive been waiting for for so long
a home
a place to belong
if anyone takes the time to help me out . thankyou very much its very much appreciated