my family isnt the typical family. my dad is in jail and no longer in the picture. my parents didnt even get married and had Audrey when they were 14. then they had me when they were older, then Brance (hes 12 now). Since my dad is no longer in the picture, my mom then with another man had my two youngest siblings, Gage and Chloe. that man isnt in the picture either. so now im stuck at home with Brance Gage and Chloe, and my mom is working at the local night club.
i talked to Audrey about helping but she has her own life now, and is in college and wants nothing to do with the family. We live in a wealthy neighborhood because my moms side of the family gives us money and pays for the house, and our clothes. so we are off really good in a big house and a pool in all. but she still works because they dont give us money for food or any house hold needs, like soap ect. I want to leave but i would feel so bad knowing that my family would fall apart without me since my mom is gone most of the night.
the other night Brance came up to me. he asked me "what age do you have to be to have sex?" i feel as though im a mother figure to all of them so i told him "not until your married sweetie".then he proceeds to walk away and says "oh shitt..."
i dont know what to do any more. i need to set down some rules in the house. and the kids need to be taught right from wrong. but the other part of me wants to leave. i mean im 17!!! i plan to go to college and i have really good grades, but its summer and i have a job in the afternoon leaving Brance to take care of the kids. and hes only a kid himself. what should i do?! my mother is on drugs, and i hate it when shes home because shes such a bad infuence. i mean look at brance already!!! hes 12!!! and if he gets a girl pregnant we will have that girl and another baby around the house. help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
