you don't say how old you are, but maybe your just not ready to have sex. Maybe your not attracted to boys and its never going to feel good. Maybe your dry and it hurts and you need more foreplay?
Why not lay off the sex for a while and try getting yourself sexually aroused by playing with...
that depends if they took your cervix and your ovaries along with your uterus. Call your doctor who did the operation and get them to check your chart.
You need a smear test for cervix and ovarian cancer testing also
If the bill is in your name you are responsible for it regardless if he was on the contract or not. If he was the primary name of the bill then he has to pay his contract off. If your name is primary, then get his name off of the bill and pay it or your credit will be ruined.
You and the kids...
Try talking to your folks.. if you can.. and if not then yes every city has a "help line" usually listed in the first couple of pages of phone book or under mental health sometimes too.
Everyone gets down, so don't be afraid to reach out for help,k, its normal.. good luck
I hope you were using protection! If you mature enough to be having sex then you should be mature enough to be using protection so you don't bring a baby into the mix. The birth control pill and a condom should be used each and every time.. you are putting yourself at risk.
That said, you...