Recent content by purplekoolaid

I'm 21 and he's 30. I never been in a relationship b4, and was never kissed etc. I finally met up with my online boyfriend and when we were kissing on his bed and getting close he would tremble. I felt like he was more nervous than I was, and I am the inexperienced one! Or what was it? He did it...

Is that weird? It's rare that I have any photos as a kid. I'm the 5th of 7 children. I place a lot of importance on this...I don't know why. Maybe cuz I'm a photography major...I'm 21 now. I don't know it really makes me sad. I always feel like I'm not important or worthy of attention as well.

you're a virgin...200% with the name Mariam I assume you grew up Muslim...its ok I didn't know jack either til I was like 18, lol

The other day he IMed me and we chatted 90minutes...no bull. Usually its about 30mins. he kept showing me songs he likes, etc. He asked me what I listened to. Talked about school and such... Hes outgoing and talks to everyone but at the same time I think he's shy to make a move...especially...