what? Well wtf... HELL YES ITS WEIRD!!! you shouldent want to die. go see some doctor and get rid of that feeling. they have pills for it. get yourself some help man. this life, can be sad, horrible, and devistating, but accept and just be glade you get to live on it. think of everything about...
I care for the time im reading... But then i let it go and move on. No need to worry about what is past. Just make what your doing at the time the best it can be