I recommend you go on the camping trip. Just be sure to do the practice you usually do Sat am, later in the week, in small bits. It's just as important for your mind to have time to file, sort and store information, as it is to keep pumping information in. You'll get a mental traffic jam if you...
True reality is complete oneness with the All. All else is illusion. What we perceive is dreams we generate to hide this from ourselves so we feel unique and special. There is only One of us, and we are All there is.