Sometimes you don't recover from these types of things (especially if you were this close to her).
I'm sorry but I don't really have any words of wisdom for you. I've never felt this pain you are probably feeling so I can't really relate.....
I've had relatives die but it was never so serious...
Well Tauruses can like their alone time sometimes. That doesn't mean they have mood swings.
My mother has mood swings sometimes but she's on medicine so that's not a completely reliable source.
I think it's safe to say I feel the same almost every day. Not great, but not so bad that I need to...