Recent content by Beth Holland

Soo I can hardly breath at times. Have extremely bad stomach/ chest pains I can't even walk at times they hurt so bad especially after eating, times I forget how o breath. When I get up after laying down I get a stabbing pain in my head and I think I have blood in my stool... What's wrong with...

look to black as to white colors fade to gray. Walls crashing in** I see the black and white blending in* Creating gray.Such a dull color So imperfect, just like the imperfect child* Seeks to please, sure to fail But where did your love go? Did your heart turn cold? look to white that fades to...

where can i post my poems and get feedback... besides yahoo answers and devaintart? and for free?

One love One hate Swirling within one another Breaking you down* Slicing you open from head to toes Your torn between the two For he left you to bleed* Like many other people do And he left another blade in your body With the slice wider then before* You feel it harder to breath Straining in and...

One love One hate Swirling within one another Breaking you down* Slicing you open from head to toes Your torn between the two For he left you to bleed* Like many other people do And he left another blade in your body With the slice wider then before* You feel it harder to breath Straining in and...

One adventure One love Brought a melt down To my heart and my mind Trashing and snatching Aching and screaming I'm torn open* Not even bandages can heal me Nor stitches can fix my wounds They are to deep and rigged* Blood pooring from my vains* Loosing the light finding the dark...

One adventure One love Brought a melt down To my heart and my mind Trashing and snatching Aching and screaming I'm torn open* Not even bandages can heal me Nor stitches can fix my wounds They are to deep and rigged* Blood pooring from my vains* Loosing the light finding the dark Leading me to a...

Can't see through the trees Nor the clouds Or the fog Can't hear through the screams Nor the crys Or the laughs But through it all Through the storm* Is a girl As stiff as a statue For the pain in her heart Hurting as a sharp blade stabs Deeper and deeper* With tears running down...

Idk if they are any good. I'm in a very depressed mood. Let me know what you think of them. How can I make them better? Strike be down* For I'm a idiot Hate me now Hate me after One drink Two drinks not enough Three drinks just a buz sure enough you soon get too Four Maybe even after One cut.*...

Their it is* That wire you once dreamed of Ready to hang it high Ready to fall to your cutting death With open scars covering your body You climb up the tree* To the wire Wraping it around your neck Soon blood begins to fall As you let your weight go You took your last breath* And hung...

And it's down once again Where I'm stuck in dark With nothing but my haunting pass And my new mistakes Nothing but a blade in one hand A bottle of beer in the other* Drinking my heart out* For I'm dying any ways With me loosing my mind Loosing my sight I go insane* I make one slice; Deep down...

It's a dark place Filled with fright* With a hand raised high Looking for help For she feel long ago With slices on a imperfection skin Taking ahold Like possioned toxins Blood on the ground Next to a rigged knife With cans of the old famous Mikes hard lemonades She was far to drunk Far to...

Faded discolored white Against your beautiful pail skin Traced, outlining old memories Leaving the deepest scars For you got sliced open Making dreams come real Always seeing a rose A rose dripping red* On to the grassy feilds* Red to the green Standing out like * Haunting souls Slicing through...

Just a baby you were Not knowing what was going on Why everything happened the way it did Growing up, with a older couple But still you haven't found home Taken away from the only real home you had At*the age of two* Getting placed in a house filled of strangers Your lucky you still had...

No one can see it See your pain They know your secret The one you stopped long ago But now you have a new one That no one knows Your drifting away* With scars on your body* And your bones begin to show This is your new way of life Hiding your secret No one knows you hardly eat But now your...