I was walked all over for years, a regular door mat..
One day I grew strong and took charge, I certainly do not consider myself a coward, however sometimes I would prefer to walk away from conflict ... in fact run!
I doubted (with Ian's support, God love him) for many months that I was in fact...
I enjoyed reading this ... I would rather have it read to me, however.
I live in an ever changing world where I create my own happiness, no one else can do it for me.
Let the darkness hide my face
while the moon looks full
the clouds obscure
the stars
in coverlets of lace
And of my thoughts, let none impure
escape my lips into the night
Let my body find release
from fight or flight
give it some peace
a sweet respite
Let it wrap me in its warmth
keep my...
Sadness descends like a blanket of snow
Interring her heart in is cold intense glare
Tears frozen somewhere between her ribs
Unshed although bidden to make some repair
Bleak eyes seeking darkness, light intercedes
Squinting, she tries to develop a clue
Her interpretation of human needs
Does...
The beauty of my body
in pregnancy enlarged
unmarried and quite oddly
alone to bear this shape
...disgraceful some might say
however I was happy
that baby growing every day
inside my bulging belly
I told her father go to hell
he never really loved me
and every thing was swell
as I went on...
I am me.. always am ..
I have one alter identity that I morph into when I am feeling attacked and fragile. It is a totally different account and I go there so rarely I forget I am there now. However I have had personal attacks from one or two maybe more on here, and my true identity being right...
Yes, I have
I long for pathways in the woods
the ones that deer and racoons walk
the tumbling water on the rocks
as I am listening to the birds
I tend to lose myself beyond
where civilization takes its toll
and dip my feet into a pond
let sweat and turmoil from me roll.